Apologies ...

for the fact that I seem to have come to a bit of a stop.  I keep looking and people are still looking at and reading my blog and I will blog soon I promise. I am feeling better and stronger all the time and the fact that people are reading my blog gives me strength, so I will be back soon, I promise.  For now all I can say is all my love and see you soon.

Love from Radders

How do you knit?

This might seem a terrifically odd question but please bear with me. How do you knit?

I’m not talking about the technical mechanics of the knitting process; although that is important.  How do you approach a pattern?  How do you decide in what order you will knit the pieces and put them together?

For myself, I pretty much do it the way the pattern suggests, start with the back of the garment.  But somehow I find that this is a slow way to go about things in many ways.  Usually the back is the biggest piece of the garment, and, yes, I know that sometimes the back has to be knitted first, because of the neckline, or whatever, on the front; if it starts to be shaped before starting the armhole shaping, if you get what I mean.

My mother, who had her own knitting company, always knitted the sleeves first; she said they were the parts she disliked most and she wanted to get them over with.  My grandmother, to my mind, had the most peculiar way of knitting, she cast on each piece, did the welt/ribbing and then put each piece aside to be knitted later, because she hated doing rib or welts.  She got all the bits she hated with over first, so that the rest of the garment was pure pleasure for her to knit.

Then (deep breath)  there’s sewing up; do you leave it to the end or do it as you go along.  Both my mother and grandmother did it as they went along.  Neither could bear having a pile of pieces to assemble at the end.  Indeed, my Gran, went so far as to only ever do one seam at a time per day, and she would really put her heart and soul into that one seam.  I have to say her seams were the most immaculate and professional I’ve ever seen.

Do you mattress stitch or do you knit each seam together?  My mother always swore by having the same number of rows to be joined together, where possible and knitting one stitch from each row together to form her seams.  She also used this method when attaching the front bands – knitting together the edge stitch of the garment with the edge stitch of the front band? 

Continental or not – this is another question?  Both my Mum and my Gran were continental knitters; they both swore by it; the both said that they could knit much faster in this way. Personally, much as I try to master continental, I find myself all fingers and thumbs, so I tend to swear at it (between you and me); could be cos I’m left-handed, I don’t know?!

You’re probably wondering by now – if Radders has flipped and why I am asking all these strange questions.  Truth be told, I’m kind of going through a bit of a hiatus with my knitting,  can’t seem to settle with it.  Everything I start (with the back) I seem to be taking an instant dislike to at the moment and end up frogging.  I just can’t seem to get to a place where I can say ‘Oh, this is really working for me and I am really enjoying it.’  I don’t want to put my knitting aside, I just want to experiment with different methods and techniques, in the hope that I’ll get my knitting passion back.  So I’d be really interested to know what everyone thinks and if you could drop me a comment with some suggestions please – that would be really great.  I’d really love to know everyone else’s thoughts on their ‘knitting psychology’.  What works for you and why?

See you all soon (hopefully a more fulfilled knitter who swears less at her knitting).

Love and Hugs Radders xx

Happy, Happy Birthday …

 

Oops! I am a little squiffy on champers as I type this. It's my birthday today ....

Yaaay!  Champagne lunch (thanks in-laws) and pressies (thanks in-laws, children and husband).  (This is beginning to sound like an Oscar speech!!)

Seriously, I've had a really good,  nay fantastic day thanks to my loved ones, who were determined to make it a good day.  It's not a special birthday for me, but being that I've had an exceptionally tough, tough year, they decided to make it really special for me.  And it has been.  Trouble is, now I want to sleep, but I can't I've got a special dinner tonight (thanks husband).  So I'm going to do my best not to nod off.  Can't guarantee it though, my eyes feel really heavy.  Ah well, maybe just 40 winks!

Love and Hugs Radders xxx

Congratulations

Congratulations to the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge on the wedding. Wishing them all the best here at Radders World.

Had to put this video clip on from YouTube. By far my personal favourite from a wonderful services was the hymn Jerusalem. It was one of my own wedding hymns. Beautiful. British. Enjoy.

Love and Hugs Radders

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzBo1cjEmLA

I feel like the door is closed to me and I want to know why …

Maybe this post isn’t as positive as it should be, I’ll apologise for that before I get going.  I am unemployed … There I’ll get up of my chair and say it “My name is Radders and I’m unemployed”.  I was made redundant just before Christmas and haven’t managed to find anything else yet.  Partly due to the fact that there’s a recession on and partly due to the fact that there just aren’t that many vacancies out there.  Also, I see great vacancies but just don’t have the confidence to go for them.

I have decided to take positive proactive steps to change this.  That tome on my bookshelves  on Career Management (Yes, you – the one gathering dust at the end of the shelf!) is going to get taken down and read.  I have to get myself up and going again somehow.  Can’t exactly say I am looking forward to this, as I’ve flicked through before and it’s not the most riveting of reads, but has to be done.  If there’s just one flicker of enlightenment or inspiration in there, it’ll be worth it.  I need to feel confident again, need to feel that I am controlling my circumstances instead of them controlling me.  I need to do this so here goes….

Wish me luck.

Love and Hugs Radders xx

Something else I am interested in …

I love plants but when I was at Uni I developed a love for the rest of the countryside as well. 

I am now thinking about the environment in a mystical way, though. 

It all started because another of my passions is rocks and crystals.  I collect them and have been known, strangely, to pick up the most ordinary-looking rock or pebble because there was something about it that drew me to it. Weird really, I know …

I have always had a thing for the paranormal, too.  I know some people don’t believe and I think we should all be free to believe what we want.  This is just my personal view …

Somehow earth mysteries to me seems to combine a little bit of the two.  I found the above book in a second hand bookstore a while ago and had to buy it.  It’s a useful little primer on the subject of earth mysteries; what they are and what they aren’t.

The weather is grey today and cold here in west Wales, but today, I’ve got such a longing to be out there exploring.  I can’t explain it at all, so I think I will … I just love walking for its own sake and looking at what’s around me.  I am passionate about it.  Off I go then …

Love and Hugs Radders xx

I want to do something ….

Over the last few weeks, probably like many others amongst us, I have felt so moved by the plight of Japan, that I wanted to do something.

So …. I decided that as well as putting a fiver in the charity box I wanted to do something more.

So I have spent the day helping out in my local Red Cross shop.  It’s not much and it won’t change the world, but its left me feeling so good  tonight.

Okay, yes, my feet ache like you wouldn’t believe cos I’m not used to standing on them all day, but I’ve had so much fun and enjoyment out of it, that it more than makes up for the achy feet.

However, I’m determined not to moan.  The people in Japan are putting up with a hell of a lot more than aching feet.  My aching feet will pass in time, it’ll take the Japanese people a heck of a lot longer to rebuild their shattered lives.

Guess what?   I’m going back tomorrow for another few hours.  The people I’ve met today are a fantastic bunch and I’m really looking forward to it.  Can’t wait.

I’m off now to soak my aching paws.  Ahhh. Hot water …. bliss!

Love and Hugs

Bye for now Radders x

A little beauty in an unexpected place …

As I said in my last post I intended to get out there and look at what was really around in terms of wild plants; this morning while out walking, I found and snapped these little beauties.  They were actually on a pavement side verge approaching the bridge to the local bypass.

So I stopped, whipped out my mobile phone, probably much to the amusement of passing drivers (“Oh look there’s a mad woman, out in daylight!” kind of thing) and proceeded to snap away to my heart’s content.

You probably can’t see them very well, but the blue flowers in the centre of the picture are grape hyacinths (Muscari neglectum) and they belong (strangely enough) to the lily family.  I suspect that they are a garden escape – but from where I cannot tell as there are no houses in the immediate vicinity.  Still, I suppose they could have been carried there by a bird or found their way there by some other means. 

I couldn’t tell whether they had a fragrance, like other hyacinths.  Frankly, err, the thought of getting down in the grass with crisp packets, cigarette ends and coke cans was not appealing so I didn’t bother, but I am excited to have found something that’s a little bit out of the ordinary, and had a lovely walk too.  The weather here in west Wales is setting up for quite a nice afternoon. What’s the weather like where you are? 

Bye for now

Love and Hugs Radders x

Need to consider what’s actually there …

Just of late, I’ve gotten interested in plants again in a big way.  When I was at university reading Environmental Science, botany was by far and away my favourite subject.  I loved it, both for its own sake and also because I was lucky enough to have a lecturer who was really passionate about their subject and really brought it alive in a way that few could.  I love plants, in all their different varieties, families, genii; I find them endlessly fascinating.  So much so, that recently I started to research a book on plants, myself.  I’m now spending hours immersed in country, county and other books on flora. 

But I find myself with a dilemma.  Floras are great for telling you about the sheer variety of plant life, but how much of that plant life are you ever likely to see if you don’t live in a rural area.  For instance, the plant in the photograph below – It’s Red Valerian, Centranthus ruber, but this photograph was shot about two years ago now and to date I have seen this plant nowhere else.

Poppies, Papaver rhoeas, are a particular favourite of mine (not because of any narcotic associations I hasten to add in the case of Papaver somniferum, but simply because I think that they are far and away one of the most beautiful flowers in the UK flora), but how often are they seen growing wild.  Yes, you see them in gardens, but not that often wild where I live.

Your average roadside bank in some places is likely to consist of weeds, such as dandelions, and not much else.  And here I don’t mean weeds in a derogatory sense at all, just, maybe that they’re very common, it doesn’t make them any less beautiful as a plant to me.

So in keeping with my old lecturer’s advice to concentrate on what’s actually there and not what the book says should be there or what you think should be there, as of tomorrow I am out and about with the camera, to see actually what is there and to concentrate only on what’s there.

I would have gone today, but I’ve been thwarted by the good old Welsh weather, rain and plenty of it and wind too unfortunately.  So it will have to be tomorrow.

Hope you are all well.

Bye for now Radders xx

The way to me has been barred …

I’m glad to be back.  Unfortunately, my computer has been out of action for the last twenty-four hours or so.  I was using it yesterday when all of a sudden I was attacked by a virus.  I could do nothing to stop it, it totally disabled my computer and kicked me off the net.  Partly my own fault – my computer was not protected against viruses, happily this is now rectified and I am now protected, but it was expensive and worrying to get it fixed.  Fixed it has been however, and Radders is back in action, thankfully.

So now the gates are open to me again, thankfully, and it’s taught me an important lesson, the hard way, about being protected against viruses.  I didn’t think it would happen to me, but I found out the hard way it can happen to anyone.

Hope you are all well.

Love and Hugs Radders xx

Ever fallen so recklessly …

In lust/admiration for a pattern.  I just did, and maybe I am deluding myself that I can actually do this but I am going to have a jolly good go.  I once remember my Gran telling me that the best way to learn to knit is to attempt something that you’re jolly well sure that you can’t knit.  If you’re passionate enough – you’ll do it, you’ll learn the new techniques needed along the way.

Looking at this gorgeous item, and reading the pattern carefully, (of course) the only thing that I think is going to give me trouble is short-row shaping and wrapping stitches, both of which I’ve never done before.  But, Hey, I’ll learn or not,  sink or swim, optimism or sheer stupidity, I’m not sure which.

The only other thing that daunts me about this pattern is the sheer amount of knitting involved – it’s 4ply you see – not something I am going to have done in a week.  Never committed myself to something this big before, not at all.  But, like I said, I am picking up my needles, having a go and going to learn a lot on the way.

The pattern itself came from this book, which seems to be filled with other gems, none quite as big as the dress though.

Ah well, wish me luck, where are me needles  then …

Love and Hugs Radders x

Beautiful, but not exactly sure ….

What these beauties are.  Mr Radders and I inherited them when we bought our house years ago and every spring, without fail, they appear; slightly later this year, though I’m thinking this may be due to the awful winter we’ve had.

I think that they may possibly be some kind of fritillary – possibly Fritillaria meleagris aka Snakeshead Fritillary; a perennial usually to be found on damp meadowland.  This is a distinct possibility as we have a very damp clay-type soil in our garden. Whatever they are, they’re beautiful and it always cheers me so much to see them, I feel like summer is on the way at last! Hopefully!

We have two clumps of these beauties and the photo below is a slightly smaller plant.  Every year they go and every year I worry that winter will kill them off and they wont come back, but every year, miraculously, they return.

A lovely little bit of constancy in an ever-changing world.

Hope you are all well.

BTW If I have wrongly identified this plant and anyone thinks it may be something else  I’d love to hear from you, so please do get in touch.

Bye for now Radders xx

A Small Problem

I seem to be having a small problem. I can see that people have left comments for me, but for some reason I can't seem to access them. I have been trying to access them but no luck. I can see how many comments have been left for me but I can't access them. Please forgive me if you have commented but your comment hasn't appeared. I'd dearly love to read your comments but for some reason at the moment - I just can't. It's a little bit frustrating to say the least ... All I can say is please keep trying and hopefully at some point a backlog of comments will get through to me.

Bye for now Radders x

Little Bit Nervous …

I have an interview tomorrow with one of my local clothes stores.  I haven’t been a sales assistant since before I had my children, which is more than fifteen years.  I fancy a change, because I like working with people, sadly I am lacking in experience in recent years, but I am hoping that a passion for fashion and working with people might take me some of the way.  I have to say, I get nervous about interviews, I say nowt or I can’t shut up; so I am hoping for a happy medium.  Off for an early night now.

Wish me luck please and cross fingers and toes for me  …

Hope you are all well.

Love and Hugs Radders xx

Ideas they are a crystallizin’ …

I’ve long had it in mind to write a book. Trouble is, so far I have not been able to decide on a subject. I have a wide range of interests which I’ve researched quite fully, but for one reason or another, they’ve never quite made it to the stage where I wanted to take them forward into a full length book. Maybe I didn’t know enough or for one reason or another I wasn’t quite passionate enough about the subject in hand. I want to be totally passionate about whatever I write about. So, I’ve kept files of my interests on hand basically to see which one I keep going back to time and time again.

The one that I’ve kept going back to has surprised me the most …

When I was in university the subject that enthralled me most was botany. Now most people might say, plants are such dry and boring things and if all you’re going to do is count petals and classify Latin names – I’d firmly agree with them.

But plants have another side – a more exciting side, for me anyway. They can cure or they can very definitely KILL! How many of us as little children were shooed quickly away from the plant in the garden from the plant with pretty flowers or even more commonly bright shiny pretty berries?

I remember moving into one of our old houses as a child and seeing a plant at the bottom of the garden with big shiny black berries – I was fascinated and when I pointed it to my Father and asked him what it was – I was dragged away from it quick smart and told that if I ever touched that plant I would die. Said plant was then dug up by the roots and burnt – quick smart. Only when I was much older did I learn that it was deadly nightshade and that my darling dad spoke no less than the truth when he said that it could kill me. It very definitely could!

When I studied botany at university as part of my degree – these were the plants that fascinated me then and still do. The bad boys, the glamour boys, the Lord Byrons of the plant world: “Mad, Bad and Dangerous to know!”

So I think this is where my thoughts are headed and my ideas have been crystallised by a chance discovery of a fantastic site – Mrs Grieve’s Herbal, which can be found here:

www.botanical.com

The illustrations are beautiful (and this site is where the illustration above comes from) and the whole herbal is written from the 1930s (one of my favourite eras), personally I just found it a fascinating read.

I’m off now to immerse myself in a few old botany texts. Hope you are all well.

Love and Hugs Radders xx

Time has run away with me ...

So friends, to those of you who've wondered where I've been the last couple of days. Time has kind of run away with me. I've gone from being at home full-time to working full time. Just temporary work for a company I've worked for before, who've very nicely asked to do some sick leave cover for them. Which is great, but it does mean that I've not had time for Radders' World since the beginning of the week.

I shall return - probably in a couple of days when I've (hopefully) got more time. Really missing blogging and really missing all of you out there. Desperate measures; I'm writing this on my laptop in the staffroom at work on my lunch hour. Hence no photo for today, unfortunately. The photo is the one part I enjoy doing, but I don't want to put a rubbish one on here and then regret it. No way!!

So promise, promise, promise I'll post over the next couple of days, no really I will. You can all hold me to that.

Time marches on ... Bye for now.

Love Radders

Should I tell …?

Maybe not just yet …

I’m so, so, so excited with that kind of excitement that can only come from a new project, I’m not that experienced a knitter but I have decided to take the plunge and create something unique for myself.  No patterns … something from inside my head – designed by little old me …

All I will tell is … for now … oooooh 121 stitches of Stylecraft Special 4-ply in cream, inexpensive and nice – save the expensive stuff for when I am a bit more experienced and know what I am doing … It’ll come …

In the meantime, I’m going away to get on with it.  Show you a little bit more soon.

Take care for now – Radders xx

Roads that lead to …

Call me funny, if you like, but I’ve always had a thing about country lanes that wind off into seemingly nowhere.  Where do they go?  It’s just one thing that I’ve always been curious about; if you started to walk where you get to, where would you go?  Call me sad, if you like, but on Google maps I like to follow isolated roads to see where they go, just something I like to do.

To this slightly weird end, I discovered a book in my local library called Roads and Tracks of Britain by Christopher Taylor.  I’m finding it a fantastically interesting read.  I’ve always wondered about the history of roads.

Who started them and when?  Who decided where they would start and where they would  go and who decided where they would end and why?

Fortunately I know exactly where this lovely road goes because I took the photograph myself.  It’s down by the cathedral and the river in St Davids in Pembrokeshire, a place that is truly beautiful to look at and spiritually refreshing for the soul.  One of my favourite places, I love it here, and hoping to go back soon.

I’m off now to go wandering …

Bye for now Radders xx

Radders Loves Vintage

It all started with this … My Big Bag of Joy.

Which I bought from one of my favourite shops … Here …

It’s a fantastically colourful and cheerful shopping bag that I fell in love with.  So many people have asked where I got it from.  People have stopped me in the street to comment on it and ask where I bought it from.  My Big Bag of Joy came from one of my favourite shops Magpies on King Street in Carmarthen. (Number 11).

Sadly, independent traders in Carmarthen are disappearing at an alarming rate, due to both the recession and the big, brand new shopping centre in the middle of town.

But I like Magpies; it’s one of my favourites, it’s a fantastic shop if you want something unusual and beautiful as a gift or if you just want to treat yourself, then I’d highly recommend it.

It has beautiful surprises in every corner – at the back there is a nursery department/ toyshop – selling all those old-fashioned much-loved toys you thought had disappeared with your childhood as well as a few more modern toys.  The best thing is they’re all extremely high quality and well made, and come with quite a reasonable price-tag.  Moulin Roty teddy bears and soft toys are a speciality. (Sorry, I’m a big softie and I had to have a teddy bear too – oops! there goes my secret – please promise me you won’t tell anyone).

 

Which brings me to my next passion – handbags.  Love, love, love these. Magpies has a fantastic selection including Troop, Charlotte Reid and Zandra Rhodes handbags – no wonder I love this shop.  Magpies also boasts cabinets of the most beautiful costume jewellery I have ever seen – a fantastic ever-changing selection as new designers are sourced.  Kitchen ware and home-wares are also catered for in abundance – again things you loved that your granny had in her kitchen that you never thought you’d see again.

I could stay in here all day – if the owners would let me of course (if there’s anything you can’t get or you want to see, just say and I’m sure they would be more than willing to accommodate you).  If you have any queries – 01267  234401.

Spent some time in their today, warm welcome out of the rain, but sadly had to come away empty handed – next pay day come quickly please.

Well worth a visit.

Magpies 11 King Street, Carmarthen, SA31 1BH

Bye for now Radders xx

So, So, So Yummy …

 

I have to say that unfortunately I’m on quite a restricted diet – there are a few things I sadly cannot tolerate – dairy being one of them.  When I realised I would have to go on a dairy-free diet, I was quite daunted at the thought of what I would and wouldn’t be able to eat.  Enter the above – this stuff is seriously delicious, you wouldn’t know that it was dairy-free at all.  It tastes like the richest creamiest milk chocolate imaginable – very rarely can I stop at one pot (Naughty! Naughty! Radders! Put the spoon down and back away from that pot! )  I would honestly say worth a try even if you are not dairy intolerant. 

I’m hungry – where’s my spoon gone.

Bye for now Radders x

Yep, I Fess Up; It’s a Mess

Yep, as the title says, I gotta fess up; my study, where Radder’s World is created is a mess.  It’s been this way for several days now, much to the consternation of Mr Radders who is very tidy.

It’s not always this way – it does get tidied occasionally – not as often as it should, but I am messy – there I’ve said it.

I’m shaming myself into tidying it up – specially the bit below, which is kind of a dumping ground for anything and everything.

Trouble is – I kinda like it this way sometimes – it’s not perfect, not like one of those studies that you see in 25 Beautiful Homes magazine, but it’s mine.  It wraps itself around me like a warm cosy blanket on days when I need it to.

These pics capture the mess, but what they don’t capture is the fact that it’s always warm – usually the warmest room in the house; I love playing beautiful music here (tell you what type some other day); I love to burn scented candles and incense.  It’s where I create, but it’s where I relax too; I knit here, I watch films here; my daughters spend time here with me (we laugh here – a lot).

So, although it doesn’t look perfect, it’s my world and I love it lots.

Still might benefit from a tidy, I suppose.

Now, where’s me duster, polish and bin bag …

Bye for now Radders xx

I am inspired …

I am feeling positively inspired and excited. Having decided to apply to do a postgraduate degree in history (a subject I’ve always loved) ; I decided to reacquaint myself with the county archives, with a view to researching writing a couple of papers on historical subjects that interest me. I met one of the people who works there, I’m not going to embarrass him by naming him, and all I can say is that it’s so great to meet someone who is so obviously inspired and passionate about their subject – I’m inspired, I love history and I want to be that passionate and enthralled by the subject as well. It’s making me look at my subject in a whole new light, I’m positive, I can do this. Away I go … I’m so excited.

Something else that’s inspired me: I found this in one of my books today -

On some island I long to be

A rocky promontory, Looking on

The coiling surface of the sea.

To see the waves, crest on crest

Of the great shining ocean, composing

A hymn to the creator, without rest.

Collumcille

Thanks for reading.

Also check out this - it's lovely

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82L8AaqA-Dc

Radders

I want to escape to here …

 

I discovered this fabulous looking place this morning.  Sadly, not literally, but found the picture on Pinterest.  (Well worth a Google if you love photography and amazing and beautiful things by the bucket load!!) Apparently it’s Cataluna in Spain.  I could just see myself here; walking along this lovely street with a basket full of scrumptious fresh food and wine … 

Here’s another photo again from Pinterest, these flowers look divine, I just love the colours …

Hope you enjoy …

Bye for now Radders x